another getting fit, getting healthy kick with 21 day fix!
You may be saying to yourself here she goes again. Starting another diet,
workout plan, and lets gets healthy phase. She never sticks to them.
All that is true and I am guilty of yo-yoing with my fitness journey
for the past few years. I have been stuck for two years now bouncing
back and forth between being fully on board and then back to well
this happened so I will start again Monday.
Always the next week or next Monday.
Before I know an entire month has passed and my weight
just slowly climbs back up.
I hate myself for that so I start over again.
And as you know this cycle continues over and over again.
My weight has been stuck in the same 10 pound area
for over two years now. I track my weight on my phone
and looking over it the other day I realized just how long it has been.
Something clicked and I knew it is time to change that.
I am tired of being at my highest weight ever and not liking myself for it.
I don't feel attractive, amazing, confident or full of energy.
I hide out in yoga pants with either a larger shirt or zip up sweatshirt.
My hair is just always pulled back in a bun and most days I don't bother
with make up. Why? Honestly, I just don't care enough about myself.
Why should I look like something I don't feel.
Putting on jeans, a cute top and some make up isn't going to change
the way I feel about myself.
Fast forward a few weeks later I am now in the midst of my new me.
Three weeks ago I made the choice to try again but this time it is for life
not a quick fix or until I reach this weight.
I started out the first week by just working out for five days that week.
I also tracked food on my fitness pal.
The next week I started with the support of my facebook group with
the 21 day fix. I did one round back in September before Vegas and
saw amazing results but never got back on track.
Now I am almost done with week 2 of 21 day fix.
The workouts are 30 minutes a day 7 days a week.
There are two active recover days but I think Pilates is pretty
tough stuff. I have gotten into a routine and I look forward to it.
I have found that they perfect time for me is late afternoon.
I have always struggled with the time between the kids coming
and dinner. I always feel completely drained and unmotivated to do
anything especially cook dinner. Now I get my sweat on and feel so much
more energetic to tackle dinner and even cleaning up after.
I also do couch to 5k in the mornings three days a week.
We have consistently stuck with that now and are on week 4!
My eating is worlds better. I am following along with the 21 day
fix plans with is mainly portion control and clean eating.
I still track everything on my fitness pal. I am not perfect though
and still daily have ranch on my salad. I need to make a 21 day fix
approved one but I do love my ranch a lot!
My other weakness is night time snacking.
When the kids are in bed and we are watching shows upstairs.
That is also Josh's favorite time to snack or eat.
He will come to bed with a plate of nachos, cheese/pepperoni/crackers,
or pull a bag of sour patch kids out of no where and start eating away.
I am working on my self control but sometimes I can't handle it
and dive in with him. That is habit we both need to get out of our lives.
I am a work in progress.
I will always be a work in progress
but I am ready for the challenge.
I am sharing this all with you so that I
am not alone. I would love encouragement,
accountability, and just be there to pick me up when I need it.
Stick with me as I over post my journey on social media but for me it helps.
I want to look back and know that I will never be that person again.
I am excited for this journey to health and possibly finding an ab.
I can honestly say I don't think I have ever had one!
Another way I will be documenting this process is with
weight loss journal I made with a smash book my actually gave
me back in 2013. This is a way for me to satisfy my creative size while
tracking my journey. I love the freedom I have to do as I please with the
pages and content I include. Here are the pages I have so far.
I will update with future posts and my journey continues.
Don't be frighten by my weight or before pics.
I can post them knowing that is an old me and I working toward
a better me. That weight is a weight I will never see on the scale again.
I am always looking for quick, easy healthy meals so please share
any you may have! Also your go to snacks that can replace sour patch kids lol!