Today I had a major blah morning.
I couldn't shake it no matter what I did.
I tried being routine and did the dishes, started laundry,
and finally got the mail after days but that didn't work.
I tried getting dressed and doing my hair to go
to the grocery store that didn't work.
I started being hard on myself and
the I am failing at everything feelings started coming.
Finally I just gave up.
I couldn't wrap my mind around doing anything.
It all just seemed like to much.
I really wanted to go to the store.
Instead I had Jordan pick out a Disney movie,
grabbed a snuggy, and cuddled on the couch for the whole movie.
Just not thinking about all I had to
or worrying about what I should be doing helped.
It was just what I needed.
After school when Josiah and Eli arrived we headed
right out the door and walked to Edaleen dairy for ice cream.
After ice cream they wanted to walk on the train tracks.
We ended up on Bender and then walked the trail through
bender with plenty of exploring/playing stops along the way.
Michelle and Sydney had the original idea to walk there.
I invited the boys and I along with them.
Actually I gave Michelle no choice :)
Apparently we can be so embarrassing and uncool to hang out with.
I don't see why she would think that.
Funny thing is Michelle is the one making them laugh in all these pictures!
She still can hang with us!
I took individuals one of them to.
They took mostly silly pictures but I did get at least one "normal"
one of each of them.
From here we ended up over at Bender and walked the trail home!
After an hour and half outing.
The boys deserved some ipad time!
I love the boys coming every Tuesday!
It can be a bit much when the three of them get
together in a room and there is energy for days.
I try to chant to myself they are having fun, they are having fun
but eventually I have to say stop. Calm down.
Today I figured a walk and fresh air would do every good!
I felt much better.
The kids had a blast and I heard over and over how much fun they were having.
Might have to make this a traditional Tuesday thing!