missing you

Tonight I cried and cried for Carter

The song on my ipod came on

I started crying....and crying...and crying

After an hour I still was crying.

I miss him

I feel pain for my sister

I compare pictures 

I cry

and cry

there is no comfort

I just need to cry

I need to miss him

I need to grieve him

I want to see him

I want to hold him

I cry more

Sometimes we just need to cry and it's ok